Where did the time go....

So I just realized that it was the second month of 2010...... I'm not ready, first off to turn 26, and i'm really not ready for my baby to turn ONE!!!!  This past year had truly flown by! I can't say that i miss being woken up 4 times in one night but I miss being needed i guess! Yes, i know that she still needs me and will need me forever, i hope, but this kind of needing is totally different! I have loved every moment of this past year,even through the struggles of being a mom,to trying to go back to work, trying to find our place as a family and me still trying to find my place as a women. I think that I knew even when i was younger that i could be a mom and hopefully a great one,but the trying to find a place as a women with friends and a life has been much harder for me. I think I need to find play groups or just a bible study that is focused mainly on that factor...... Who knows maybe I can start one of my own! anyways gotta run!